tense.

i need to unwind.
i need to not feel so stressed and uptight.
i can't help it, and i can't seem to pinpoint the cause.
i need a massage, and alone time with my boyfriend.

oh, and

new years plans?

never enough

i'll never be as important or mean as much.

christmas re-cap

i haven't had my computer in days, otherwise i wouldve posted this sooner.

-panera gift card
-starbucks gift card
-visa gift card
-movie theater gift card
-a new cartigan
-a new sweater
-a photo album of my life so far
-socks
-$$$
-and my mom bought a wii for her house, which does not benefit me at all, since i don't live there.

i'm so exhausted.
i need to catch up on my sleep.

pushing on and junkyard dogs with the mongoloids tonight in VB.
should be fun.
i have to go finish getting ready before i get josh and we head out.
l8r

i'm

ready for holiday festivities.

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i'm stoked on life.

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