exhausted.

Today was prosperous i suppose.

I had class from 12-115, the teacher was late and we got stuck doing bullshit.

She claims we were going to do it anyway, i just hate filler assignments.

I've been on a big learning through absorbing kick lately.

I want to go to all kinds of lectures and just soak up as much as there is to hear.

I'm going to submerge myself in a new subject soon, I'm just not sure what yet.

Many people have been blogging about all of the lists they've been making, well I too am obsessed with lists and write things down over and over again recategorizing them.

to-do lists, to-read lists, to-see lists, to-google lists, to-draw lists; they're never ending.

Worked from 3-7 today too.

Ethan, Chris, Josh, LNUCK, and another girl came by and indulged.

I've become so lazy lately. I never want to work, or go to class.

On another note, Haunts opening weekend is this weekend.

That is the only work I'm stoked on, although it's more play than work.

My free tickets are going to Ethan, Allison, Josh and Chris; sorry, I only get four.

No, I cannot get you any kind of discount.

BUT! for this weekend if you go, its only 12 bucks instead of 15, and you get a voucher to come back for a second time for only $5. Two nights for only $17 as apposed to $30, thats pretty sweet.

Josh and Chris are coming by momentarily.

The festivities will then commence, starting with Quizno's. 

P.S. last night Ethan tattooed Chris's hand. Chris then did some sort of flip into my bed on top of me. It was a little bit rediculous. 

NEW FOUND GLORY//FOUR YEAR STRONG//CRIME IN STERIO tomorrow.

im way stoked.

come say hey to me and josh :]

in spirit of haunts, here's a braineaters image :]

1+1=3

designers aspire to make 1 and 1 equal three. 

to take two elements a generate a third from their design.

simplicity and complexity is perfection.

camden  makes me crazy.

we had our first critique today, all went well i suppose. 

he commented on my pattern and said he liked it, too bad my model blew.

whatever.

this past week has been the best.

new boyfriend, incase you missed the memo.

he's the most caring and amazing guy i could ask for.

this past week has contained a trip home to do epic amounts of laundry, cuddlefest 2k8.75, purchasing 36 packets of easymac, chocolate soymilk, halloween cupcakes, staying up until 5am with josh, and most of all, falling head over heels.

:]]]]

that is all.

i can't resist, i can't.

 this has been the best weekend ever.

the contents of this amazing weekend:

sushi.

maya.

pumpkin pie cheese cake.

tattoos.

say anything.

snuggles.

being cute.

rockband, lots of rockband.

not much homework, always good.

lots of lemuria.

shopping.

laughs.

there's a boy that i've met. he tells me the sweetest things; i havent stopped smiling all weekend.

i haven't felt like this in idk how long, its amazing.

you know what rules?

lemuria.

I told you last night you gave me butterflies
You surprise me with new cocoons everytime they start to fly
I instantly felt like an idiot
Embarrassed of the person controlling my mouth
My mouth it's always in a melee
Figuring out how as it talks
Your response was comforting
I guess I gave you butterflies too

best weekend by far.

kage

cage.

incha, maya.

josh, he thought josh was a chair; an empty ass chair and was most def talking to it.

fear.

i have a splitting head ache.

some frat boy tools were banging on my windows earlier.

i guess ethan threw trash at them, idk whats going on really.

took care of kage, hes trashed.

made the kids pb&j, just pb for chris.

im hella scared.

my chest is getting heavy.

and my hearts pounding.

my head feels like its going to explode.

i need to relax.

i need to stop being paranoid and just let things happen.

i talked a lot about the ex today :/.

i did not like that one bit.

i need to breathe in and let go.

i guess i've just been thinking a lot about what happened then.

i don't want that repeat, thats one thing i know for sure.

i can't sleep.

i keep trying to, but theres noise from the street; drunken screams, laughing, stumbling.

tomorrow night it will be much easier to sleep.

you'll finally be here rubbing my back until i finally drift off.

i'm the only one sleeping alone tonight.

i'm always the one sleeping alone, always.

today

josh is comming back to richmond.

maya and chris are in my bed.

i love them both.

is it saturday yet?

Maya's comming tonight. im really stoked.

dance party.

played epic rockband with chrisphillips and alli and ethan into the late hours of the night, or early hours of the morning rather.

24 more hours.

shake yo' boday.

CORNBREAD!

allison and i are the same person.

we decide to wear the same shirt, without even talking to each other about it.

MIGRATE, BYE

diva dave makes my life, p.s.

MIGRATE, BYE on urban dictionary.

Godfreys for the first time in ever.

loves it.

diva dave once said, "you gots a lint roller, you aint gotz no cats"

"STOP IT UPS!"

agsdkfjhaskjdfhjkajsdlfc

:D

a boy made me a lolcat.

thats definately the way to my heart.

:>

i do not want to go to class at 130...

camden makes me want to rip all of my hair out of my head

and just start screaming.

i hate it.

i hate it.

i hate it.

flasher much?

LOLOLOLOLOL

i can't stop smiling.

williamsburg

with Allison, Ethan, and Chris.

good times most def.

got sw337 new kicks. ;]

no homework is way rad.

not working on tuesdays is way rad.

i need a sugar daddy, so i wont have to work at all.

you're making me blush, btw.

and i got way called out today.

two more days :]

is this it?

hello, goodbye.

and we're taking calls.

now what was the question?

my inspiration is not always compatible with others.

it makes me angry and not want to participate.

i wish people would open their minds.

oh and.

i am looking foward to this weekend.

dance parties, sushi, smiles, and redeeming an i.o.u. for a massage.

i'm looking foward to it a great deal.

this could be the start of something amazing.

i won't hold my breath, but i will cross my fingers.

shit happens.

models were due today, epic fail.

camden wants us to be drafting out two patterns a day or something.

:/

this class is exactly like jake's class last year.

hopefully i'll catch on and start being productive more quickly.

i have a rendering assignment to do by monday, mixed media my favorite!

spending more money on art supplies, :[

ahh well. 

i want someone to bake me cupcakes... that would make my life right now.

someone to start giving back to me for once.

and can we take a second to admire these amazing dogshit bags?

i love it.

off to pull more color stories for tomorrows fundamentals class!

xoxo.

i have been banished

 from poating bulletins on myspace, thanks ethan. 

ya jerkface.

anyway, 2:11am.

i've been up hella late working on these stupid projects for camden's class.

i can't handle him, i can't handle the level of intellect that he is on.

i am becoming more and more brain dead.

i need more constants in my live.

common factors to keep order.

i need a man to protect me in the studio in the late hours of night.

someone who is going to be there for me to bounce ideas off of, keep me going.

criticize my work, not let me leave until its done.

i need someone new. 

what i have now i not what i need, not that the people in my life already aren't up to par, 

they just aren't what i need right now.

a few new people have come into play.

we'll see how it works out.

mikey's comming sunday.

xin it to win itx is playing rocks sunday, 

all the boys are staying here at my apartment, should be insane to be quite honest.

if youre not busy you should come too, idk who else is even playing, i can't seem to find anything about the show, which probably is not a good sign :/ 

meh.

i have too much on my mind to sleep.

whatever.

i need to.

good night.

check out my sweet find of gang signs :] mm. saucy.