stream of consciousness

i fail at staying up late, many people can tell you that. i'm kind of bummed, for i was not informed of others plans. I went to Osaka with Allison and Ethan, followed by seeing Quarantine. if i am able to stay up until 4am, that will be  miracle. fuck. noone is up to talk to me on aim. my contacts keep going out of focus. i really want to passout  and say "wake me up when september ends." i carved a pumpkin tonight too. it has a shark on it. its kinda rad. i haven't carved a pumpkin in so long, and my carving tools were a bit in adequate. bummed. must stay awake.

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